This day is harder than I expected and for reasons I didn't expect. I miss him so much. It really hurts today. In this moment it hurts and I miss him. I don't expect to always miss him but right now all I can think of is that he is the one. I know I can't change his mind and I have to move on but I do wish, today, that things were different.
I wish his heart was open enough for me to be a part of it. I miss him. So I tell myself that it is okay to miss him. It is natural, but that is for today, in this moment and only for right now. I could be self deluding myself but that is how I get through, today, this moment, right now.
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